Dear New Pregnant Me From Old Pregnant Me

Dear Ana, Congratulations! It's been 10 years but you've decided to go down this road again. Please let me be the first to remind you of a few things: No one else gets to do what you do so do what you need to do for yourself. Everyone's journey is so vastly different that even … Continue reading Dear New Pregnant Me From Old Pregnant Me

Happy 2 Year Anniversary: Lessons Learned

Welp. I couldn't think of a more motivating reason to write a blog post after almost a month. This happened earlier this month:   BAM! All of my goals and fear met at one time! Also, I can't believe Eminem's daughter is now in college... Where does the time go? When I began this journey … Continue reading Happy 2 Year Anniversary: Lessons Learned

The Fear in Finding Myself

What did happen is that I have found my light. I am allowing it to shine in whatever way it's supposed it. I am allowing ALL of the parts of my journey have their time in the spotlight. I share my successes as well as my failures. I let love take the lead. While I not so secretly remain afraid this will all fall apart, I am enjoying the life love is building for me a hell of a lot more than the one fear ever did. I'm calling fear out every chance I get and every time love has won.

A Deviant Look At Self Love

I am not a bystander, I am the conductor. I will take these stretch marks, scars, loose skin, blemishes, freckles, and continue to go on adventure after adventure. Filling my heart full of joy and my head full of memories. That's what I choose.